winking star on a floating cloud: milky way theories, picnic games, on my small town khammam,shammi kapoor fav.songs,

milky way theories, picnic games, on my small town khammam,shammi kapoor fav.songs,

milkywaysformationtheoryquestioned The Milky Way, often seen from Earth as a hazy halo of stars in the night sky, is a spiral galaxy with several arms of gas, dust and stars, coiling out from a spherical nucleus in the shape of a flattened disk. The starry center is called a bulge because it protrudes from the flattened disk.

Until now, the best theoretical models predicted dwarf galaxies beget larger and larger galaxies, as multiple star packs clumped together or a heftier galaxy started gobbling up its neighbors. If this were the case for the Milky Way, Zoccali said, the stars in the galactic bulge should have once been part of the disk. Over eons, as more galactic mergers occurred, some of the stars should be tugged toward the center to form the bulge.

"We have proved that this is not the case," Zoccali said. interesting theories..

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Lecture from a nobel prize winner,Dr. Amartya Sen will present two public lectures at Indiana University for the Patten Lecture Series.

The first, on Wednesday, September 20th at 7:30 pm, will be in Rawles Hall 100 and is titled “Identity: Enrichment, Violence and Terror.” The second, on Thursday, September 21st, also beginning at 7:30 pm, will be in the Fine Arts Auditorium 015 and is titled “India: Bits and Pieces and Beyond.”
Here is a cute web link I found with fun games to organise for a picnic at work

what a week so far.

..I never felt so exhausted and weak in my life as I feel now.

..Iam so tired, not energetic at all, barely managing to drag myself at work.

.probably Iam too tensed about my india trip..

my fathers first death anniversary is just going to be so so painful for me, specially since this is the last time I will be there in my childhood home where I spent first 18yrs of my life and where my parents lived all their lives...

Iam dreading it...

dreading the emotional break down I will have seeing people in my small town, my aunts , uncles and everyone...

the house which had so many memories of childhood, youth, old age of my parents...

I hate the fact the I will never be able to go there again...

There is my dad everywhere in that house...

every evening he would spend an hour at the garden watering plants despite his superbusy schedules...

I grew up in that house when I was a kid with dogs, peacocks, pigeons, rabbits hopping, cows , calves it was a farm...

we had every fruit in our house in our small town..even now we have some 15 coconut trees in that house which are 35 years old.

..house so full of memories.

.my granny used to live with us in my small town..

.memories of granny, dad..

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its painful to part with that house...

I pray God gives me strength to cope up with all that...

Iam missing my dad and all those memories keep coming bringing tears into my eyes all the time..So much business stuff to take care of.

..dads first death anniversary to organise, dealing with family problems its going to be one painful india trip.

.I always wanted to show my hubby my small town and our house but its never going to happen I guess..

..God knows how I will manage all my things, fulfill my duties and responsibilities with such low energy levels I have now.

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my small town is real small.

.going back from US it feels really remote..

.when I grew up there were only two things u can do in my small town,..

.go to temples and pray or go to movies..

.there is no other form of entertainment, if u are a girl by 5pm u should be home which I did as long as I stayed in my small town, u can never talk to a guy or no guy can call u, u need to be well dressed in a traditional langa voni, even chudidaar was too stylish in my small town when I grew up,there is only one book store where u can buy text books, u cannot buy novels or anything there..

.u need to bike to schools and colleges and I used to bike every day 5 miles or more to go to school..

girls have seperate colleges and schools there...

that is my small town, no tv nothing in the house...

thats how I grew up...

with power cuts for hours, limited water, mimimum oppurtunities and facilities that is my small town, I studied under trees in school and also studied in huts as we didnot have buildings in schools then..thats where I come from.

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everyone knows everything about u and respectable families never go to restaurants to eat or hang out.

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so when I go to hotels to pick up breakfast now, the hotel owners know everything about me and ask me all kind of questions, they all recognise me and know everything about me, thats what small town life is like...

neighbours are more affectionate and we all used to do rangoli and celebrate diwali and festivals together...

now I get bored in my small town without tv or entertainment as life is simple but thats where I grewup and lived first 18yrs of my life..Now the town is big, it has more facilities, it has more colleges, people are more broadminded and more educated, home is home no matter how small or big it is.

..Iam glad Iam a small town/village girl.

..small town girls are more humble, more affectionate, more caring and more nicer with good manners.

..and coming from a small town with nothing big I always have a sense of wonder at everything and enjoy simple pleasures in life a lot more than others in US because I know what it feels like not having electricity all the time, not having water all the time, not having oppurtunities all the time.

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here is a website to place where I grewup my home town khammam..



And my dad is loved by so many people in khammam, when my dad passed away the town felt that they lost a hero as great as freedom fighters since my dad did a lot for the town so they closed all schools and colleges in the town for two days as a mark of respect for my dad.

.Iam sure some 1500 to 2000 people will come for my dads first death anniversary. Former prime minister PV Narasimha Rao came to our schools for anniversaries because he admired my dad for his values and openly admired him for standing for his ideals at all costs and bringing education to poor people at low costs.

..Hope I can do as much good as my dad did in his life.

.Hope I get a hubby who is as idealistic and as well read and complete human being as my dad..

.wishful thinking..

Life is so hard and tiring right now for me busy with work and lot of drug screens and so much to do at home with all business stuff to take care, I need to unwind..so who else can make me smile better than shammi kapoor songs.

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so here they are my fav.

shammi kapoor songs...

Shammi kapoor songs I like...

I did some online fun test and here is what it predicted I was after I filled some questionnaire..
"You are the color pink.

As a beautiful and sweet human, you are everybody's favorite person. Healthy and energetic, you're often seen spreading the happiness. As an unusually charming and sweet person, you're always ready to comfort people who are down.

You sympathize with everyone, but not always yourself. Aside from that, you are light-hearted and cheery. And you make it your duty to make every cloud have.

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probably its true about me..

but I dont think Iam all that healthy, Iam a pretty delicate darling...

cant believe I said no to my girlfriends who wanted to take me out for my birthday, no one knows my birthday, none of my friends but they all know Iam a libran and an october born...

Iam so not used to celebrating birthdays..
I never cut a cake in my life ever.

..in my house no one is pampared.

..no one celebrates birthdays or wedding days.

..no one gives big hugs or uses big words or expresses love.

.we all at home are pretty silent people and raised in a simple life style..

.even If I love my dad or miss my dad so much I never cry with my family or never told my dad I loved him so much..

.I just do it in action to show I care and I took off from work 8 months to take care of him, gave me all the things we wanted in life even if I didnot have those things in my own house, thats the way we love in my family..

.just do things in action..

.my parents never pampared me since I was eldest at home, since I was 18yrs old I was expected to be responsible, manage my life and take care of family responsibilities too, I never cried or run to my family if I have problems, never rush to anyone if Iam sick..

no one in my home asks me if I ate ten times, food will be there in the dining table, u eat it serving urself or u cook food and serve..
no excuses are accepted.

.u need to be extremely independent and manage ur life ur self in my house and I know I need to arrange my own wedding myself..

.life is pretty indepedent and simple with responsibilities we all need to fulfill in my house..

and since we are responsible for so many employees u need maintain dignity,solve other peoples problems and set aside ur problems most of the time in my family...

I was never treated like a girl in my family since I had no brothers...

I need to find my hubby and no one in my family will object to whom I marry, its my life I have complete freedom and I need to bear consequences to all my decisions in life..And in my house everyone is so great that its hard to impress anyone too, so what if u are educated and working, so what if u arewriting a novel, so what if u are a scientist when u are home u do ur duties thats the way I was brought up.

..Iam glad I was brought up tough, it was probably easy on me because of my upbringing to bear pains in life and even burn my dads body boldly which no woman has done in my culture, so what if u are sick just take medicines calmly deal with my headaches myself and bear my pain.

.so are birthdays in my house, its just another day, It was hard for me to tell my friends as usual like everyyear no birthday lunches or dinners or celebrations for me..

Iam not used to pampering..not that I dont miss pampering or being asked but I dont want to get used to pampering right now from friends, Iam scared I might miss it when I dont have anyone pampering me.

.may be when I get married I will be pampered but until then life is just one all about working hard and being responsible for urself and no self pity or pampering..

sorry to all my friends for not letting them take me out..
Iam still reading micheners Drifters.

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Iam so tired yet cannot sleep well.

..I pray I feel strong, energetic and can all that I need to do before I go to india first week of october.

..for tonite all I want is some rest , some peaceful sleep and some sweet dreams.

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