LOSING THE BABY WAIT...: Happy Easter Eve... and Morning... aka... CD 1

Top 10 things that have not helped us in having a baby...

9. Reading books about how to have a baby..

. 7. Crying, bargaining, and begging.

.. 5.

Being asked "When are you going to have a baby???

" 3. BBT and OPK..

. Please refrain from suggesting any of the crap listed above. All other suggestions are welcome.

This is not how I planned my life in that class you take in high school that makes you list where you will be in 10 or 20 years. Got married to young (20)..

. wasted my youth on a no-good cheater. Divorced.

Met Mr. D in 1996 and we fell in love..

. (REAL love this time.) We married in 2001.

I was already behind in my plan because while I did earn a BFA in Theatre Performance and became and actress and teacher...

I was not (C)the perfect mother to 2.5 children..

. Mr. D and I recently built our first home and I teach acting, directing, and technical theatre in a high school.

I love my hubby, my job, and the life we have made together. Two years ago Mr. D and I started the "it is time to have a baby" negotiations.

I never thought that waiting until I was 30 would be a problem. After 2 m/c and tons of fertility tests..

.I am beginning to panic..

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Happy Easter Eve..

. and Morning..

. aka..

. CD 1

and I had a lovely Easter Eve...

I had dinner ready when he got home from his 2 show plus 4 hour rehearsal for the next show Saturday...

A yummy 10,000 calorie dinner of tequila fettuccine with spinach and peas.
I spent the afternoon making carrot cupcakes and we decorated them in coconut cream cheese icing. Then we colored Easter eggs.

I worked really hard not to feel too down today about another Easter passing and still no child to share it with. Easter is one of those family portrait type holidays with really sweet kids clothes and fun stuff to do with kids..

. it is very easy to get depressed on these kinds of holidays when you don't have any children to call you own. I have tried to ignore the holidays before.

.. but this year I decided to do all the things I wanted to do.

.. to embrace the fun of Easter.

.. even without a child.

.. We had a good time doing all the traditional stuff.

.. I can't wait until the morning to see what shows up in our baskets!

I will post more in the morning after the bunny comes! I have a feeling he is bringing Mr. D.

a "themed" gift!

More later..

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In the morning..

.. The TRUE Easter witch arrived today.

.. cd 1.

Happy Easter everyone!

Here are some pictures to share..

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The cupcakes from last night! So cute!

WE are taking them to Mr. D.'s cast since they have a 2pm show.

.. yes ON EASTER.

.. That's what you get for doing a show about the Easter Bunny being kidnapped!

posted by Mrs. D.